I like to think I have a fairly upbeat and optimistic outlook for the most part, but I suspect that the reality is a little different. But some days, like today, just sap me of any drive, motivation or enthusiasm. The sort of day when the voices in the back of my head whisper how much of a failure you are, how useless and foolish you look. It’s hard to see the point in doing anything. You don’t even want to get out of bed and face anyone. When these days hit I try and up my optimism and just power through, knowing I’ll feel better tomorrow or something.. But it drags you down sometimes.
I’ll feel better tomorrow.